nestabilna

lako me je unistiti.... ja nisam labilna... ja sam jednostavno-ja. ja sam nestabilna

18.03.2011.

Prekasno za te rodih se.

Postoji li uopće gori osjećaj od onog kad upoznaš nekog apsolutno savršenog, s kim se slažeš,tko ti paše kao topla rukavica u zimskoj noći promrzlim prstima? I odmah u startu znaš da ne postoji apsolutno nikakva mogućnost da ćete ikad biti skupa? Makar ne u ovom životu. Onda te obuzme onaj osjećaj nemoći,nešto nalik proljetnom umoru. Spava ti se,ali zadnja misao prije nego sklopiš oči je on. I prva kad se probudiš. Onaj osjećaj koji proklinjem,kad ne želiš poderati odjeću te osobe,nego je onako obučenu posjesti kraj sebe I pričati cijelu vječnost. Pogledi I riječi. Dodiri su suvišni I samo bi tratili vrijeme koje želiš provesti s njim u razgovoru,u dječjem smijehu. Prvi koji nije iz mene na površinu izvukao onu nesigurnost,da nisam dovoljno dobra,nego samopouzdanje I osjećaj da sam na samom vrhu svijeta. On. On. Nemogući on. Prvi I jedini koji me je gledao prvo kao osobu,a tek onda kao ženu. Nema jeftine priče. Nema groznih pokušaja da me odvuče u krevet. Nema jadikovanja. Nema prošlosti. Samo mi. možda nešto najsličnije platonskoj ljubavi . želim mu dobro I želim mu predivno. Želim povrh svega,da je neko drugo vrijeme,I da smo neki drugi ljudi-ali iste duše. Znam da bi nešto bilo

nestabilna


poslusajte:
fiona apple-sullen girl
fiona apple-never is a promise
fiona apple-paper bag
fiona apple-first taste
evanescence-away from me
garbage-bleed like me
silverchair-ana`s song
eleanor mcavoy-sophie
amy winehouse-you know I`m no good
amy winehouse-back to black
deep purple-soldier of fortune
enya-only time
enya-may it be
3 doors down-let me go
3 doors down-here without you
pink floyd-wish you were here
metallica-fade to black
my chemical romance-this is how i disappear
avril-i`m with you
soad-lonely day
green day-good ridance
paradise lost-say just words
type o negative-bloody kisses
evanescence-my immortal
my dying bride-for you
azra-andjeli
riblja corba-mirno spavaj
atomsko skloniste-za ljubav treba imat dusu
simple plan-perfect world
the used-poetic tragedy
death cab for cutie-i will follow you into the dark
my chemical romance-our lady of sorrows
letters to cleo-cruel to be kind
sister hazel-your winter
garbage-only happy when it rains
ramones-bye bye baby
system of a down-chop suey
evanescence -missing
mcr-demolition lovers
the blood brothers-love rhymes with hideous car wreck
hatebreed-this is now
dashboard confessional-vindicated
bright eyes -first day of my life
prljavo kazaliste-ako trazis nekoga
riblja corba -kad hodas
balasevic-jaroslava
azra-ako znas bilo sto

nestabilna voli:(brkam prioritete)
sanjati
svoju novu sobu
indijske mirisne stapice
muziku
svoje prijatelje
svoju obitelj
odbojku
svoju gitaru
mracne i romanticne tipove
zajebanciju
pisati
citati knjige

fightin till death...
when the truth comes out
you will all wonder
you will all regret you weren´t there by her side
but she made it on her own
and now she is the one

Evanescence
Missing

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

[Chorus:]
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

[Chorus]

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

[Chorus]





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